I’m going to buy one or two huge notebooks, two huge drawing notebooks, about two dozen pens or pencils, a cheap art kit, the cheapest yet nicest camera I can find will be mine and I am going to be creative this year. I promise myself I will draw, paint, snap pics and write again! I will have faith in myself and my abilities again! By the end of 2012 I want to have enough written down or typed that I have can it all turned into a published book. I now have something positive to shoot for!!!
I haven’t tried to be creative like this in a long long while, I let my fears and insecurities stop m from the thing I enjoy. NO MORE,fuckwhat my family thinks. That nagging voice in my head that’ s been keeping me from life is going to FINALLY go away!